epic.

For the first time in all my 24 years as a December baby, I will give this statement:

I’M SO GLAD CHRISTMAS IS OVER. 

Here’s to:

- missing my brother who’s in Canada
- being incomplete and at each other’s throats
- having an estranged brother
- crying my heart and guts at 2AM in the morning of Christmas Eve
- waking up with puffy eyes
- sleeping the entire afternoon
- dressing up for some supposed Christmas Party theme then coming as the only one in costume
- getting called “Adele” with the whole black and bun get-up
- now getting nicknamed HUGE, instead of FAT. (applause please, they’ve graduated from fat)
- another strange Christmas party with the most annoying comments ever
- total rejection from my mom
- having to stomach everyone watch him like he’s some Santa Claus in the house. Having to stomach the way people put him up in a pedestal while I knew what he’s really worth.
- pretending like everything is okay when it’s really not.

So glad this weekend is over and done with. Nothing to savor over there, not even sense of “family”. Screw that.

Major shock mode for a December baby huh? Now let’s get shuffling past new year, shall we.

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